new beginnings

so here it is, i'm gonna start blogging again. i blog on myspace and i'm pretty much over that site, but i still love to write and humor people with my...humor. ok, we all know i'm not all that funny, at least i'm not intentionally funny. i went through this blog and erased all the old one's from when i lived in atlanta (except one that i still like to look back at to remind myself how stupid i can be). my life has drastically changed since back then and i couldn't be happier, more confused, more emotional, etc. i realize that is confusing, but i'm an emotional mess at most hours of the days. now that i have a job, the love of my life, and the best friends and family in order, it's time for me to sit back and think about how i can spiritually and mentally calm myself and truly be happy. so, this is what my life is all about now. i find it easier to write than to talk to people, so this is my outlet. sometimes i'll write about stupid stuff, sometimes i'll write about things i don't say out loud because they scare me. here i am safe. my words are my therapy.