Permanent Eraser

Erasing someone from your life is possibly the meanest thing I have ever heard of doing...andI like it. This is quite difficult since I only get to choose one person, but honestly if I really think about it, everyone I have ever met is a significant part of my growing. If certain people would have not come into my life, I would not be the person I am today, and well, I like who I am:) BUT! For the sake of the assignment I shall choose a poor soul whom I will completely erase. I will then let you all know what my life would be like now if I would have never met that person...That'll be fun right??? So, I pick you CJ Sierzputowski. You've heard me talk about him before and God help me if he ever reads this. I was hoping to hyphenate our names and fuck up our kids. When he was in my life I was the most miserable I've ever been, that's right, even more than now. By the way, I'm really happy with my life, just annoyed alot. Moving on. This young man ruined my life for about 2 years. I thought I was in love and he played along. What a fun game. He wrote me letters and told me I was the best thing in his life. If you ever read this CJ, you did do this whether you remember or not, I have the proof. I was a young naive freshman in college who fell for a freakin hot guy. I had a boyfriend at the time and completely messed things up. He was a fun guy, don't get me wrong, but the aftermath of the whole thing is something that I could've lived without. That day when out of the blue he told me he never intended for things to get the way they did and that I was more like one of the guys...I get that alot. He completely broke my heart and I was a wreck. I'm pretty convinced I haven't really been the same since, which is really sad in some ways, but beautiful in others. If he had never came into my life I would not be the strong independent woman I am today. Some people think that I am dependent upon others, but those people can kiss me ass. I would have never found my faith and believed so much in God. I would have still been young and naive. I would have thought that was real love. So instead of hating you, I guess I thank you. I love myself unlike I did back then and I have you to thank CJ Sierzputowski. And even though I will never have children with the last name Sierzputowski-Truskowski maybe I can someday meet another Pollock that is game for the idea.